mood : a lil bit bored

song played  : Archie-To Be With You

weather : hot hot hot! burnin' up here lol =P

* p l a y *

David Archuleta - To Be With You

I've been alone for so many nights now

And I've been waiting for the stars to fall

I keep holding out of I don't know 

To be with you

Just to be with you

-lyrcis cut-

And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart

Come together eventually

And when we finally meet I'll know this is right

It'll be the end of my restless road

But this journey, it was worth to fight

To be with you

Just to be holding you for the very first time

Never letting go

What I wouldn't give to feel that way

*lyrics cut*

* s t o p *

Recently, I've been missing my chum so damn much. I can't even think how can I express this sore feeling! We will celebrate our first anniversarry on April 17th but we both still don't know the answer if someone would ask : "Did you both will celebrating that anniversarry together ?"

For God's sake, How can long distance relationship could be a big of loopy things like this ?

I'm dying alone . HERE!

I know it sounds pathetic. I could struggle for it. Surviving. Fighting. Sluging. Or what else? But overtimes, it just becomes so fed up for me. Missing him missing missing him everyday. All that you can do is just waiting waiting waiting, looking at the clockwise, tik tak tik tak tik tak, crying crying crying, tears tears tears and more more moaar tears. more sadness. more sore. more fuckingness.  ha-ha. perhaps,  you might own a big pack of sorrowness.

Be concerned with a lot of people that said : "LDR is good for ur relatinoship. It'll just makes ur love grow fonder" and blah blah blah blah, then I just called it as a macro-big of Bullshits. How could they think that it's such an easy to be surviving a long distance relationship ? AFAIK, long distance always been sucks. Call me the wrench one but I just think this stuff is going to be pretty hard for me. Being apart, separated by the wide ocean, cannot see his smile as often as you want, ohhhhhh my, HOLY CRAP, how could things got worsen after this kind of crucifixion. Hell knows!

Ah yeah.

Being tortured with the distance among us.

Freakin' awesome!

Don't you think so ?

What should I do then ?

 

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The aim of this award :

1. As dedication for those who love blogging activity and love to encourage friendships through blogging

2. To seek the reasons why we love blogging

Here The Rules :

1. Put the award in one post as soon as you receive it

2. Don't forget to mention the person who gives you the award

3. Answer the award's question by writing the reasons why you love blogging

4. Tag and distribute the award to as many people as you like

5. Don't forget to notify the award receivers and put their links in your post

I do love blogging as much as you could ever think 'bout me. I know I'm moody, lazy as hell, non-dicipline and not really good in manage something. But here I am. I make one blog to shares whatever crap that I have . maybe my daily life stories, love story, my grubling, my fav oh-what-a-celebrities! aaaaand hell yeah, there's so many crap that I've wrote in my blog. but that's fine with me. this is my blog and I have the full right to manage this =P It's fun you to know to own one site which is like a second home. Make a new friend, writing as much as you want aaandd what else? lol.

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*yeah I'm a drummer!!!! Tsah =P . and in level 29 right now lmao xP keep raising on my level to defeat that f*ckin monster in quest !! grrr!*

* 10 years old !?!!?!?!?  OH GOD DAMN!  Hard to believe~*

Yawn Away hihi :)


Me and My Daughter lol


Look so HORRIBLE !


OSHHH ! Fighting !


I'm living and Bubbly, aren't I ? lmao =P

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*the cutest pop star has been changed into a-Coolest-Mature-Boy-With-Style*

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What a nightmare!

Math has automatically ruined my day :(

Math stuff, no matter what, always been in the first list of my unfavourite subject in school.

I can't even find the reasons why did we have to learn about that stupid things, such as Aljabar, Quadratic Equation, Logarithm, Equality of Functions and the other none-important things to be learned.

Wheter all of those weird things, will be important in our future lives ? Don't think so.

Who needs that fuckin' math!? ARGH! 

Math doesn't make any sense to me.

Math = Freak = Hell

that's the only equation that I have learned so far lol :D

Ehem. Gone to the next topic.

Today, I've got online (again) in Yahoo Messenger. Hell yeah I always gets online everyday, in fact. I've got a chat with my friend, Baba or has been known as Mizky, my partner-in-crime since I've been in first grade on JHS.

Chat with her will always be FUN :D . We always talk about everything! Even though it such a taboo things such as; homo, lesbian, and even sex lmao. 

We shares story, tells joke *wheter is funny or not*, gossipping, or just talks about the hippiest things. She said that she already has a boyfriend from Canada! Waww..ldr eh? Congrats Miz! *Noo.. I'm not mocking you rotl*.

At that time, we talked about twilight movie. And Mizky told me that she was totally dissapointed with that movie. Hhmm..honestly, I felt the same way too. I know it such a great movie, romantic, and blah blah blah but instead of gone crazy in love with that movie, I have to say, Acutally, it's not good at all.

Bad effect, too much drama, fake scenery, Edward's face is too pale, Bella's hair is look like a rick, messy anddddd the others.. When we take a look at the novel and compare it with the movie, we might think that the movie is not too spectacular as well as the novel. 

I'm the huge fans of Twilight Saga :D and I rather prefer the books over the movie. The books is totally impressive, full of surprises and Stephanie Meyer has a very good talented to write an amazing novel like Twilight. BRAVO. 

Well just hope that New Moon wouldn't makes me feel disapointed (again)

yoichi_eyeshield: frankly, it looked like indonesiar film

luph_luph_teleng: aku jak download itu dari youtube wakakak :))

yoichi_eyeshield: *indosiar

luph_luph_teleng: weheee.........HAREEM?INAYAH?MUSLIMAH?

luph_luph_teleng: wakakakakakaka =))

yoichi_eyeshield: =)) =))

*lmao. it more over look like INDONESIAR SINETRON over a box-office movie rotl)

Aaandd finally, here it comes the  good news! 

I've got my best friend back!! YIPPIEEE :)

We aren't fighting anymore. Ok. ok. We aren't fighting but I'M THE ONE THAT SUPPOSED THAT IT WAS HAPPEN. 

I'm childish, selfish and too much concern with the only problem that happens to me. Instead of start to consider about the problem in the others opinion, I'd rather made my self as the object about the problem, the true one.

But then I was mindful that I'm totally wrong with that tot. I'm should be the one that could be blame over HIM. Yeah, I was the one that pump out this problem so I have a full responsibility to finished this. And what did I do? I'm such a hapless sheep, all I can do is just run away from the problem, forget it all, blamed my best friend and blah blah blah, instead of fix that problem.

I was blamed HIM as the one that made a big mistake. O-oh, what a disgust me!

But fortunately, it was over :) and I can get HIM back xD

That's the POV xP

I love youuu my dearest best friend mwaah!

Ahhh~ I'm dying to have this!!! I'm totally obsessed with DOMO-KUN !

For God's sake, that dress is tooo cute!

Mooommmm pleaseeeeeeee lolrotf

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 And I was dream of him last night and in my dream...we were _________(fill in the blank)

guess it lolrotf xD

Bye for now, Readers :)

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