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Saturday, April 4, 2009
10:17 AM; LDR :(
I'm currently in a long distance relationship right now. That sucks, really super highly sucks. I can't even think how to manage this "missing" feeling that always makes me going insane. My relationship has been going for about a year now. We will celebrate our first anniversary in April 17th and I feel soo excited this time. It's like I can't wait longer until it comes. But yet, I probably think that it will soon changed into sore when I fully realized that he will not there, beside me. Yeah, that bites me. A LOT.


it's hurt for being apart :(

I've noticed that this long distance relationship will makes you and your beloved one, going crazy. Crazy for missing him/her. It makes sense for me. Yeah, it always happens to me and my boyfriend. Almost every night we will always talk on the phone, stuck in imagining that we are not separated by the wide ocean LOL and we sat side by side. Yeah, kinda pathetic.

Mmm.. this might be silly but we often do this thing when we talk on the phone, it's already late at night, we need to sleep right now because we were very sleepy AND  of course we still have many pulses to spend. 
First, we lay on the bad, put on the phone beside us and keep it near from our nose or at least mouth. Next, we will say good night to each other and start to sleep. Haha, well I love this you know. 

When I will began to hear him breathing, it's a greatest sensation that I've been feel. It just like he's sleep beside me, hold me tight and whispering in my ears hihi LMAO. Oh Gosh, I'm totally addicted to do this thing. (and yeah, I was doing this thing with boyfriend last night haha xD )


S CLUB 7 - I REALLY MISS YOU
I called you today, just to hear you say you were not around
When the message was through, though I wanted to
I couldn't make a sound
I wanna tell you the things I've seen
I wanna take you to where I've been
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know

I'm writing to say - Had a wonderful day,
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun leaves the skies - I'm alone again
I wanna tell you the weather is fine
When the night comes around you were on my mind
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know


Ah yeah back to the topic then. Maybe I should think that missing someone is great; it will make you love him them even more. And you will feel so excited when you both will meet again. Well for me, it's been the happiest thing ever in the world when the time has comes to meet him. I just can't wait to get off the plane and hurry to see him, hug him, kiss him and see his smile.

AHHHHHHH.. I really miss you sooo much so full, dear. Hardly wait for this semester to be over, so I can back to my hometown and we'll always be with him, until whenever xD. *Wops, just do't wanna think about what happens in the next 2 years after we finished our high school time LOL*



Being Sick For Missing Him,
ME

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