LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP
mood : a lil bit bored
song played : Archie-To Be With You
weather : hot hot hot! burnin' up here lol =P
* p l a y *
David Archuleta - To Be With You
I've been alone for so many nights now
And I've been waiting for the stars to fall
I keep holding out of I don't know
To be with you
Just to be with you
-lyrcis cut-
And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart
Come together eventually
And when we finally meet I'll know this is right
It'll be the end of my restless road
But this journey, it was worth to fight
To be with you
Just to be holding you for the very first time
Never letting go
What I wouldn't give to feel that way
*lyrics cut*
* s t o p *
Recently, I've been missing my chum so damn much. I can't even think how can I express this sore feeling! We will celebrate our first anniversarry on April 17th but we both still don't know the answer if someone would ask : "Did you both will celebrating that anniversarry together ?"
For God's sake, How can long distance relationship could be a big of loopy things like this ?
I'm dying alone . HERE!
I know it sounds pathetic. I could struggle for it. Surviving. Fighting. Sluging. Or what else? But overtimes, it just becomes so fed up for me. Missing him missing missing him everyday. All that you can do is just waiting waiting waiting, looking at the clockwise, tik tak tik tak tik tak, crying crying crying, tears tears tears and more more moaar tears. more sadness. more sore. more fuckingness. ha-ha. perhaps, you might own a big pack of sorrowness.
Be concerned with a lot of people that said : "LDR is good for ur relatinoship. It'll just makes ur love grow fonder" and blah blah blah blah, then I just called it as a macro-big of Bullshits. How could they think that it's such an easy to be surviving a long distance relationship ? AFAIK, long distance always been sucks. Call me the wrench one but I just think this stuff is going to be pretty hard for me. Being apart, separated by the wide ocean, cannot see his smile as often as you want, ohhhhhh my, HOLY CRAP, how could things got worsen after this kind of crucifixion. Hell knows!
Ah yeah.
Being tortured with the distance among us.
Freakin' awesome!
Don't you think so ?
What should I do then ?
Labels: ldr